• Only 4 days left, I think of the time when I will become alive. Living, Breathing, I'll feel something inside a thump, thump pounding against my chest. I think about it every night. I also think of the way my eyes will move around, not just stare forward. And the most exciting thing, walking! I'll be able to use the thing I was made with for something more than posing! I'll walk around the entire room. I really hope that I'll have the chance to do what I dreamed of, becoming pretty, maybe in that time, I can make myself look like a normal doll so that I'll have a future and someone will actually want me! A shiver went down my spine thinking of having some one wanting me. I was so excited, I could hardly imagine what would happen. I knew in my heart it would happen!