• The rain poured. The sound of it hitting the roof was heard.

    I sat on the bed. My back was a little bit better. Short sentences, I know. But there's not much to say.

    I can't get Lola and Balmung's words out of my head. They keep repeating. Making me feel unwanted, unloved, and so much more. I've had nightmares. And no matter how many times Kazu has told me he actually cares and everything will be alright, I don't belive him.

    I don't get why those things they said are getting to me. Its eating my insides.
    But why? I've heard their words so many times. Well not exactly their words but you know.

    Not needed. No one cares. Just die already. It brings tears to my eyes. But why? Is it because I belive them?

    I-it hurts so much. Why is my life like this. I don't want it anymore. Why can't I be normal. I should just kill myself already. No one will care right? "Right." a voice in my head replied.

    Fine, I'll kill myslef. In a matter of fact, I'll kill myself now.

    Something took over me. One moment im on the bed, the next im walking up to the roof with a knife in my hand.

    I've heard people say it, Death is simple, quiet, easy.

    I wasn't in control of myself. I didn't feel anything. I was hurting myself. Cutting myself.

    I looked at myself for a moment, realized what I was doing. But then their words came back and I continued hurting myself.

    I dropped to the ground, blood dripping on the ground. Blood all over me. The cold rain hit me. I felt sick, dizzy, regretting what I did. I laid there on the roof top. Rain on me, the scent of blood in the air. And finally the pian hit me and I let out a groan.

    Good Bye Cruel world, so long. I have my arms opened to death again.
    I began closing my eyes.
    Death is simple, quiet, easy.

    Before my eyes closed I seen a shadow come twards me.....I hope its the reaper.


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    "Ami... Ami? Ami." I groaned, I didn't feel to good. "Ami wake up."

    I slowly and cautiously, opened my eyes.

    Kazu was infront of me, his face worried. "K-Kazu?" I barely wispered, god I feel so..so...weak.

    I closed my eyes, I could barely keep them open.
    "How do you feel?" he asked.
    "Not so good. Dizzy, weak, my body aches everywhere." I mumbled. "I feel like I could die any second." I added.

    I could feel his cool lips against mine. I wanted to kiss him back, but im so weak. He pulled away...no.

    "Ami, Why did you try killing yourself?"
    "Because of their words-"
    "I told you not to-"
    "Kazu, I've learned my leasson."

    Things were silent. I could hear our breathing.
    "Kazu, I dont want to die."
    "You're not going to." I could feel his lips on my neck.
    "This is going to hurt a bit, okay." he mumbled, He bit down carefully and gently.

    I could feel pain shooting through my body. Yet I stayed silent waiting to be a vampire.

    The pain left and I felt a burning sensation in my throat. I sat up but Kazu pulled me to him. "Bite my neck, its going to help." he said.

    I did what he said. His blood had a metallic taste to it but it was also a sweet taste. After I was done we just layed there, relaxing. Being in eachothers arms.

    My life as a vampire should and would be better.....with Kazu around.

    "I love you." I said.
    "I love you." He replied.

    This was truly a great.......

    End.....


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    This is the end but send me some ideas for what should happen in the sequeal.

    The Writer,

    1Ami_The_Vampire1