• She sitts there, just sitting there. staring off into space. what is going through her mind? i think i love her! her hair so sweet and brown, her eyes cristal clear blue, her lips so fine! her hair a soft wave just at the tips, she so little and petite. does she know who i am? will she see that im here oh no she cant im not ready for that! what if she says hi do i play it cool? should i say hey first? do i just walk by and see if she sees me? oh god the wind is blowing! i smell her perfume! it smells just like lilacs! oh and vanilla! her hair is tossled and she moves her hand every so slowly and pulls it back. she sees me! no! " hey" i say walking toward her. oh god why am i cursed with suck bad luck I TRIP! she giggles at me. i blush and turn away. "mabey i should go" i start to say 'you can sitt" she says under her breath. "ok", i say not loking at her face. she looks away also. i sit dwon slowly trying not to scrae her off. "hi" she says. "hi" i say back ' i know why ur over here" she says "why" i ask
    "well mabey because i love you" she says turning away with red cheecks
    "you do?" i ask "yes arnt you coming over here to tell me that you have a girlfrined?' she says puzzled. I chuckel under my breath "no i dont have a girl friend im waiting for the right girl" she turns to me so im looking right in her eyes but this time i dont move my head. "have you found her yet?" she says staring right into my soul. "yes i think i have" i say relizing her eyes have a gray hint to them. she does not respond so i start to worry. does she relize i mean her? will she run away from me? what am i saying!? this is nuts! she loves me say it back!
    i try to say i love you but it comes out as i think i mhhhhmlhhh to. she giggles. "what did you say?" i take a deep breath, " i love you to, your the girl for me, i was so scared to come up to you and do this though i thought you would hate me and well... umm im just blabing on now'
    'your kinda cute in the light you know" she says, " you have a gold hint in your hair its very breath taking" "thanks" i say. she putts her head down and plays with her fingers, but i never take my eyes off of her. why miss a moment as special as this? i might never get to do this again. i take hold of her hand and lace our fingers together. she doesnt pull away as i thoguht she would she just grabs my hand tighter. i move closer to her inch by inch. she putts her head on my shoulder so i smell her hair. it smells of lavender and roses. what should i do now? do i stay and just sitt here? do i say something? do i hold her tighter? what do i do with my other hand? why is this feeling i have in my gut growing? oh god i feel sick! she looks up into my eyes again, "are you ok i can feel your heart beet on my ear and it just picked up very very fast." she says. "im fine" i lie. her big round eyes are so preaty. with out relizing it i lean my head closer to her face. oh god what am i doing? she going to think im one of "THOSE" guys. oh god shes leaning in to! once again my body takes over and i lean the last 3 centimeters till our lips touch. am i supposed to feel sparks? or is that feeling in my gut that keeps growing it? oh god! wait who am i? what was i here to do? right now none of that mattered i was in my own wolrd right now. it was just me and her forever. she pulls away and i can feel her breath in my face. we are both bretahing hard and deep. "ummmm wow" is all i can say. she giggles and kisses me again. she kissed me! this time our kiss is just short and sweet. after that we just sitt togther holding each other and kissing every now and then. we were in love! now i know what i was born to do... to love her and hold her and help her through all her life. "i should go" she says out of breath. "no you cant please dont!" i say worried. "my mom is waiting for me to get home im sorry" she looks heart broken i should let her go. "all right" i say standing up. i help her to her feet and i walk her to her house feeling as light as air. i worried i just might blow away with the dust on the ground. but i didnt i didnt trip or break a sweat the entire time i was walking her home. at her front door i grab her hands and ask," when will i see you again?" "i dont know yet?" she says puzzled,"i havent given it much thouhgt honestly. can i call you tonight?" "umm ya sure"i say giving her my number. "all right thanks for every thing i had fun, and im glad you came up to me." she says unlocking her door. "wait" i say pulling her back and planting kiss right on her lips. she closes her eyes and putts more force into our kiss. im not sure what happened after that we just kissed and i blacked out or something! the last thing i rember was her closing the door in my face giggleing and smiling. as i stared walking home i worried about the next time i would see her. would she still love me? does she still love me now? dose she think im one of those guy who i cant stand!? the onles who break a girls heart and pull her away from the world!? i hope not! just then my pocket made a ringing noise. i pull out my cell and read the number. it was a number i didnt recognize but some how i knew it was her. "hello" a sweet voice says. "marie hi" i say. as soon as i spoke her name i knew i had nothing to worry about. she loved me i loved her she is the one person i know i can talk to about any thing and every thing! the one person i know i will share the rest of my life with. the girl i will take to my house to meet my mom and dad. the girl my little sister will ask to play dress up with. the girl who every night i will kiss before bed. the one and only girl i love.
    - bellacullenkk
    the soon to be poet