• Time passes like a breeze:
    you feel it briefly pass over you,
    then quickly it has gone.
    A year has gone now,
    taking you with it.
    Your death has cut my soul;
    cut so deeply that still it bleeds.
    I cannot seem to heal it;
    cannot find a way to even dull the pain.
    Everyday feels like it is the first moment I heard.
    My mind refuses to accept that you are gone.
    I see you in my mind so clearly,
    as if you are here beside me.
    I hear your laughter and see your smile.
    It feels like just yesterday I saw you.
    I feel so empty inside,
    so lost and confused.
    I still cannot understand what happened,
    the questions constantly invade my thoughts,
    questions that i know will never be answered.
    It is these questions that continue to haunt me.
    They swarm into my mind like a neverending swarm of flies
    and I cannot chase them away.
    Time continues to fly past me,
    still here I remain trapped in my heartache.
    Time will keep blowing away until I am no more.
    I fear that I will forever be lost in this hell,
    desperately trying to decipher your death,
    failling miserably no matter how hard I try.