• Wanting to die.
    The needing of not feeling anymore.
    Never has it been so strong.
    And... My emo-ness is showing.
    Hold on. Let me bottle it up again.

    Is it bad that I haven't cried over this situation yet?
    I mean.. I shed a tear.. But I've held back total break down...
    And I don't think...
    I don't know if when I start I'd be able to stop.

    Sensei said "It takes a true man to show his emotions..."
    A good friend says, "...but sometime the strong face is the only one you have left..."

    A gentleman till the end.
    A pledge I will not break.
    A gentleman till the end,
    A pledge not many take.