• Sure my life was never great
    Never knew what would find me
    Always hiding from the world
    From the friends and life I should have
    Until my twilight sweetheart came
    And found me drowning in my own rain,
    Though I didn’t know it.

    I live with my father
    with love and with cherrish
    for I would give my own life
    just to make sure he's safe
    away from harm and evil and darkness
    soon we will part though
    with my twilight sweetheart
    I will surly go
    and we will run away from the pain.

    School was fine untill one day
    When out of the blue came the one great day
    I never thought anything could be so beutiful
    untill He came and took my heart away.
    with his beautiful face and hair of bronze delight
    tight body and full lips
    only one thing really cought me though
    his soft creamy gold eyes staring back at me.
    this seemed only a dream to have something so much like an angel
    staring curriously at me!

    Then of course he came to sit by me
    not on porpuse no no not really
    sitting as far away as can be
    seemed not to move
    no not even a little.
    still staring at me.
    Like I was his dinner
    or brunch I would say
    But still his fetures caught me
    every step of the way.

    Then one day on a rainy afternoon
    sitting together
    he acctually talked
    don't ask me what he said
    I coulden't tell
    my dreams and thoughts began to swirl
    tilting this way and that
    trying to straiten out but unable to.
    his angelic voice so close, so clear
    jingled like a bell so close to my ear.
    I was in a daze those first words he spoke
    this was the first day that our love took off
    through the good and the bad
    it would be ok
    as long as he talked, the bad would stay away

    He told me his secrets one by one
    Mind reading and vampires I had to guess
    but still, nothing scared me about him more
    than the fact that he might go and leave me alone
    for the evil world to come and get
    but I told him loud and clear,
    no no no you will not leave
    you will be here forever and for always.
    nothing could tear us apart.
    not the world, not evil, not even all the forces in the universe
    we were one and only one.
    not a half, not a quarter.
    one whole and that is that
    nothing more than me and Him.

    I met Alice and Jasper
    sweet and charming
    Rosalie and Emmet
    selfish and strong
    then Carlile and Esme
    gorgeaus like the others and so caring and generouse.
    and then there was Edward who stood out from the rest
    glowing with his own beauty so different and great.
    They concidered me family
    with their bell voices
    happy and joy
    I felt like I was in my own world
    in my own family
    in my own safe zone
    and with my own kind
    though I was not
    I had those feelings stronger even than Emmet
    esspesially when I was with my own
    my favorite
    my charming
    Edward.

    He snuck in my window every night.
    watched me sleep and dream
    but one night I stayed awake and waited for him
    My head hurt and ached but I could not stop
    could not sleep
    I had to see him this night
    not any other
    He crept in my window stricktly at mid-night.
    he sat on the bed and looked at me gladly.
    even though I was the only exeption
    to his mind reading power
    I swear he read my mind
    when he kissed me so soft and so tender.
    My head swirled
    my heart thumped
    I got dizzy and limp but of course he cought me
    and held me up.
    Laughed and giggled and I did too.
    He knew how I felt
    I slowly fell asleep in his hands
    I wanted to keep looking at him but slowly drifted away
    to my dreams about him
    even though nothing compared
    to my Edward...
    Ya that sounded good
    my Edward.
    forever and ever and to the end of time.

    to be continued......