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I never knew about you
I never had a clue
I finally met you a year ago
And I guess that goes to show
You had two beautiful daughters
You were a lovely mother
You were always happy and full of joy
You had more joy than a 3-year-old with a toy
I loved you oh so dearly
You knew very me clearly
You made me smile
As we sat on tile
You reminded others not to give me wool
You always saved me a stool
Your laugh was as gentle as a lullaby
You never showed any sadness in your eye
I wanted to go visit you
I was sure that's what I'd do
Even though I just met you
I still loved you
Then my mom told me
A fatal story
Of that you died
All that day I cried
You died on Christmas Eve
Why did you have to leave
When you got stuck on your car door
And it dragged you on the floor
My brother told me you got hit by a car
I knew he was off by far
He had a certain tone in his voice
He lied, and that was his choice
I never said goodbye last time
I don't care if this will rhyme
I'm not ready to loose you
I'm not ready to say goodbye too
I really want you here with me
Your smile is something I want to see
I want to hear your wonder laugh
I want you here, I want you back
I miss you Aunt Lida
I love you Aunt Lida
I want your warm hugs right now
I want you to wipe away my tears right now
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I wasn't ready for you to die
I miss you so much
I miss you a bunch
Please come back so I can hear your voice
I want you to make that choice
You understood me
You saw the real me
You built my dreams
No one was ready for you to go it seems
I just got you
Now I just lost you
I wish I was there so I could save you
So that I knew what to do
You saw the real me
The person I want to be
When I find your grave
For this I saved
I will cry and say through my tears
I will accept your death one of my fears
I will say goodbye
I never wanted you to die
But your time has come
And wrong it has done
Goodbye Aunt Lida goodbye forever
I shall hear your voice never
I don't want to let you go
If I was asked I would say no
I'm not ready to say goodbye.
Lida 1972-2008 December 24
A loving woman
A beautiful dream
A lost chain
The missing piece
Please don't say "suck it up" because this woman saw the real me, she was important to me, and her daughters are now with a new family, and if you say any insults about Aunt Lida save it, it took me a long time to accept she is dead.
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- by The Sweet Sadist |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 04/27/2009 |
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- Title: I'm Not Ready
- Artist: The Sweet Sadist
- Description: [i]In memory of my Aunt Lida, it took me a long time to express myself about this. She died in December on the 24th, I loved her very much. The full name of this is called 'I'm Not Ready To Say Goodbye.'[/i]
- Date: 04/27/2009
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Comments (2 Comments)
- The Sweet Sadist - 05/06/2009
- Thank you, and thank you for sharing your feelings even though you normally don't (not a stalker I read the comment completely), but I regret entering this poem, there are others worse than me and I put this out distracting others to feel bad for me and not helping them, I'm sorry but thank you.
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- Zeta Zanryu - 05/01/2009
- That was very great. Even though I don't share the feelings, when I read it, I can sort of feel the sadness that you had about your Aunt Lida passing away.
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