• Every day, I looked upon you with pain…
    Pain from the knowledge that you and I,
    We are from two completely different worlds
    I’m a geek, a freak, and nobody knows me.
    But you…You are funny, and nice, and caring, and…
    You are you.
    One of the most important things in life
    Is something that has evaded my grasp
    For years on end, until that one day
    When I met you.
    That one day, when I knew No One
    And No One introduced me to you.
    That one day, that wasn’t fate after all
    But simply God nudging me
    In the right direction.
    I now realize the reason he did it;
    The reason he is putting me
    Through all this pain I’m going through now
    I now realize what the true purpose is, was…
    The purpose?............
    To show me the meaning of love.
    Love is a powerful word.
    It has no ending, and we can extend it to all
    But there are different types of love…
    Brotherly love, friendly love, and love…true love…
    What I felt when I saw you was brotherly love.
    But as I got to know you, to truly know you…
    That was when I began developing love for you.
    And now? Now my heart tears and breaks
    Because I know I can never be with you,
    And yet, I hope you are happy wherever you go.
    I pray each night that He gives me strength.
    I have no need to pray for you.
    You are strong, and you can survive.
    You are fine without me.
    I am not.
    I die.
    You are not here…
    And you never will be again…
    God gives me strength.
    I just hope that you will find happiness
    In whoever finds you.