• I wish you were here,
    to calm my nerves,
    to sedate these feelings of hate.


    I wish you were here
    to hold me tight,
    to take me out of this depressive state

    I wish you were here,
    to crowd away my fears
    that are possessing my soul.


    I wish you were here,
    so I wouldn't be so alone
    feeling so cold and unhole

    I wish you could
    take away the pain
    beset on my heart
    and help me through
    these feelings of remorse
    guilt, hate, and shame.

    I wish you hadn't made us part

    Why didn't you think!!!
    How could you not think
    about us!!!
    About everything we were,
    what we could have been
    WHAT we should have been!

    I loved you like no other
    I can not have another
    you were the only one I required!
    You are the only one I desired

    but you pushed me away
    you pushed us away

    ripping me too shreds
    till nothing was left
    not even any threads!

    You b*****d!
    Look what you have done!!!!!!!
    I am crumbling; faceting away
    oblivion is so near!!!

    Do not turn away for me
    as if you do not know me
    as if at one point I did not have you
    or love you or kiss you
    or feel for you the way I never thought I could.


    I loved you so much but now,
    you are gone and I can only wish
    wish for when we once danced
    beneath the stars alone in the autumn night.

    Talking about us
    hands and eyes locked together
    ever so close.


    Together we were one
    I wish we could still be one...
    I wish you still
    loved me
    like I still
    Love you.