• From the Past to Present and What I Want and I Need

    We used to be strangers, not knowing each other’s existence
    Then we met one fortunate day, friendship with much persistence
    We hung out together, and together with friends
    Friendship that felt like it had no end
    Then feelings grew, emotionally
    Towards the middle, fell in love most beautifully
    But you were indecisive, until one fateful day
    When you said you’d never feel that way
    We stopped talking and we felt the pain
    It was like getting hit by snow, by sleet, by hail and rain
    We made up and became best of friends
    A relationship, seeming like it had no end
    Then another fateful day, a negative one at that
    Our conversations just ran, went flat
    Subtle pain, sadness, and sorrow
    We grew distant like wings of a sparrow
    Then one week, and then another
    That one day, we were again together
    But things didn’t feel the same way before
    Distance was great, sadness, even more
    I couldn’t say what I had to say
    My life turned to ruin day by day
    I missed you so much, and I still do, I wanted to talk
    Just by ourselves, be together hold hands, just walk
    But that wouldn’t happen, due to circumstances
    I wish we still had the same romances
    That week went by, so slow for me
    Crying at night in my bed, frightfully
    I didn’t know what to do, how to deal with it
    I made myself angry, my teeth I grit





    Then many speeches came up to speak
    It came my turn, my knees turned weak
    I spoke of my love, the one I see
    In my dreams, and in my memory
    I talked about how I want her back
    But tears started to flow, and my voice began to crack
    I sat back down, before I could even finish
    My happiness so low, it continued to diminish
    Then your turn came, and you told your side
    Your tears flowed, and I too cried
    I couldn’t bear to see those tears; it made me want to hug you
    But I knew if I did, we‘d probably just argue
    That’s one thing I miss about you, your hugs and how warm it was
    How at peace I felt in your arms and the comforting it does
    My friend said you wanted me over, at the table at supper
    But being so close to you than I already was would be even tougher
    And I know I should have gone, but I was really scared
    About how we would sit together, with us just in a glare
    Then another meeting came, we talked about attitude
    My eyes opened, I learned a lot, for that I have gratitude
    But learning it all then, just then
    Was too late when
    You’ve changed your mind about me and
    You lost your love for me then
    I feel so much regret that I didn’t know what to do before hand
    But what could I do with my thoughts so reprimand
    I really want you back, and I really, really love you
    This relationship can’t be with one but two, me and you
    Know I am sorry for the way I acted then
    I just need you back in my life here and when
    I need you most by my side because you make me more than whole
    You complete my life, my mind, my heart, my soul
    Please take this poem as an apology and how I feel
    About the things I’ve done in the past and present so surreal




    I love you more than you could ever know
    Just over time and time, it’ll grow and grow
    Please just give me one more chance to return to what we had
    Just this one step back will make me truly glad
    I need you to get me back up on my feet
    We can revert back to happiness when we meet
    Talk again, laugh again, and sit together again
    At least for the time being we can just stay friends
    So what do you say, can we start again, start from the beginnin
    When we both smiled at each other, when we both were grinnin
    Let our hearts mesh back together, put together my heart back together
    And this being said, I wanna let chu know I wanna be with you foreva and eva