• Just because I smile doesnt mean I don’t cry at night
    Just because Im dark, doesnt mean I don’t need the light
    Just because I move on and lead
    doesnt mean that when you cut me down I don’t bleed
    Just because I act like my eyes are stony
    Donest mean the when I walk down thouse halls im not lonley

    Cause im real!
    And I deal,
    with the pains of loving you!
    I stuff em down keep moving on

    Just because Im back
    to normal doesnt mean that you’re not a tack
    in my side.
    If I said I was fine then lied.
    I said that what you say means nothing
    it always mean something
    to me..
    Cant you see.
    Just because I seem like a rock
    doesnt mean you cant knock
    me off my foundation
    just because I act like im the distant Australian nation
    doesnt mean that I don’t want to be loved.
    And treated as if I was the sacred dove.

    I seem so hard and rough
    doesnt mean im that tough.
    Just because im quiet with you, like a mouse
    doesnt mean that when im alone in my house
    I don’t cry and scream.
    Just because I make it seem
    like I don’t dream
    doesnt mean
    its true.

    Cause im real
    and I deal
    with the pains of loving you
    cause theres nothing I can do
    but cover up my feelings
    stuff em down
    cause no use in cry about how you wont be around.

    No more
    shut that door
    latch it up tight .
    Even though im dark I need the light.
    Just because I fight
    doesnt mean I might not give up.
    Cause im not that strong.
    I’ve waited so long
    to bring you in
    to show you how its truly been
    drop the falcade and let the flood gates open a flow
    but you let me go
    let my face trick you so
    and you walk away
    Cause to you im that girl with eyes of stone
    that girl always alone
    stronger
    lasting longer
    then the rest.
    she is the best, oh the best
    at being cold
    and bold
    like metal

    BUT IM REAL
    AND I DEAL
    WITH PAIN OF LOVING YOU
    but youll still go.