• i wonder, even though its not raining
    i hear thunder, Even though i doing good
    why did i go under, even though i tried so hard
    Guess i could only make it this far,
    building up all these scars, and for what?
    So i can sit here in this dark cell?
    ive been to hell and back, but this is still worse
    Im in a place where no one can hear me yell
    Its like some sort of curse, I wish i could just reverse
    Time, Go back and fix what was broken
    And speak the words that were never spoken
    Maybe then something would change
    Maybe then i could be happy
    but it turned out to be so strange
    And i just seem to make everyone else unhappy
    So then how can i hope to reach it
    i just dont tell people to be happy,
    I preach it, im trying to teach it, so everyone can learn
    But how can i, when i have yet to experience The outcome
    alli can do is yearn, and hope that i earn what it is i feel i deserve
    But sittin in this dark cell, im far from the sun
    No light can reach me,So i guess ill sit here and preserve my strength
    And observe what to come, and hopefully someone can end this eternal night