• I feel like i'm repeating
    I feel I'm worth nothing
    At all existence lost it's meaning
    And All the memories I recall
    I hate the fiction of my past
    How it blinds me so well
    And as I recieve
    The wrath of six lifetimes in hell
    I ponder why I was chosen
    To go through life the way I am
    Spirit and consciencenss
    Frozen for what reason
    Am I condemned?
    Spinning headfirst into this darkness
    Why can't I be "fine"?
    If I had the chance I'd end it
    So I could clear my mind
    Tie this rope around my throat
    And hang me up high
    If it takes to long
    Then sedate me while I lie
    Because I'm to fed up
    With this world
    And have lost all the tears
    To cry
    So free me
    Please for me
    I'll give death a try