• I walk among the Earth.
    Seemingly invisible to everyone's eyes.
    Only seen as a figure of mystery,
    And an object of fantasized drooling.
    Not once as a human...
    And possibly never as a person.
    No one knows who I really am.
    No one stops to examine,
    Behind my eylined blue eyes.
    I'm just like everyone else,
    Except with a huge conscience
    And a beautifully shattered heart.
    You don't cease to impress..
    Practically begging for my attention.
    Give it up already.
    Don't you think I'd respond,
    If I really gave a ******** at all?
    Why let you in?
    To my world of despair.
    You're not worthy enough,
    And you'll never fathom..
    The thoughts that run through my head each day
    That play along with a high decibel of music.
    Drowned out is the world.
    Which you live in.
    I only live in mine.
    And you'll never be a part of it.
    You'll never see my pain.
    Never understand what causes my anguish.
    You couldn't comprehend it anyway.
    You wouldn't think someone like me could endure,
    The torture and pain that I've lugged around
    Like a brim-filled suitcase.....
    It weighs me down every day.
    But I get through.
    And play it off like I don't care,
    When deep inside I'm screaming.
    And all I want to do is die.
    But that's my problem.
    You just don't grasp,
    Im more than an object.
    But I'm no more than a human.
    Your shouts don't faze me,
    Your stares intrigue me.
    And your smiles brighten nothing in my heart.
    So I continue to walk among the shadows.
    Only stopping to mingle with the people,
    The few and far between,
    That actually do understand..
    The only family I have left.
    Are my closest friends.
    You wouldn't understand that either.
    Your family is still there.
    Just like I do every day.
    It's all I have left.
    Don't act like you know.
    Nor act like you care.
    You'll never understand,
    What it's like to be me.