• Sunlight coming through the haze
    No gaps in the blind
    To let it inside
    The bed is unmade
    Some music still plays

    TV, yeah it's always on
    The flicker of the screen
    A movie actress screams
    I'm basking in the s**t flowing out of it

    I'm stoned in the mall again
    Terminally bored
    Shuffling round the stores
    And shoplifting is getting so last year's thing

    X-box is a god to me
    A finger on the switch
    My mother is a b***h
    My father gave up ever trying to talk to me

    Don't try engaging me
    The vaguest of shrugs
    The prescription drugs
    You'll never find
    A person inside

    My face is mogadon
    Curiosity
    Has given up on me
    I'm tuning out desires
    The pills are on the rise

    How can I be sure I'm here?
    The pills that I've been taking confuse me
    I need to know that someone sees that
    There's nothing left I simply am not here

    I'm through with pornography
    The acting is lame
    The action is tame
    Explicitly dull
    Arousal annulled

    Your mouth should be boarded up
    Talking all day
    With nothing to say
    Your shallow proclamations
    All misinformation

    My friend says he wants to die
    He's in a band
    They sound like Pearl Jam
    The clothes are all black
    The music is crap

    In school I don't concentrate
    And sex is kinda fun
    But just another one
    Of all the empty ways
    Of using up a day

    How can I be sure I'm here?
    The pills that I've been taking confuse me
    I need to know that someone sees that
    There's nothing left I simply am not here

    Bipolar disorder
    Can't deal with the boredom

    You don't try to be liked
    You don't mind
    You feel no sun
    You steal a gun
    To kill time

    You're somewhere, you're nowhere
    You don't care
    You catch the breeze
    You still the leaves
    So now where?