• Winter is my favorite time of year. Or at least it was when I had you. Now I hate it! But if I hate it so much, then why am I smiling? Why am I happy?

    I don't want to be happy! I want to be sad! For you. I'm supposed to be sad, to show that I care. But I still wish you were here. With me. Forever.

    You had a place in my heart. And when you left, that part of my heart was ripped from me. I was robbed. We were robbed. Of all the times we had ahead of us.

    I wish I knew if you were really gone. But it's been three years now. But I don't ever want to give up hope. I'm scared. I'm scared of the truth. Yet, I still want to know the truth. I'm scared but knowing is better than this wintery hell! Anything is better than this.

    God help me! If only God could. Only you can help me. Everytime I think of you, I see your blood staining the snow. Your blood staining my Snow. My crimson Snow haunts my mind. Ripping me apart! And it hurts.

    You helped me get through a hard part of my life, and if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be standing here now. But now, I want nothing more than to join you! But if I end it now, if I see you again... Your life will have meant nothing. And I could never forgive myself for doing that to you! You gave me a reason to keep on goin, and even after death...


    you continue to do so.
    Thank you.

    Thank you, Snow.