• We went through so much together,
    You called me once, at 12 at night, to see if I was okay.
    And I know that nothing will ever be the same,
    Because everything we felt seemed to fall away.

    I know I needed you so much back then,
    But things are better now
    After you destroyed me, I saw a light and found myself again.
    I didn’t think you would be the one to do that.

    It hurt me to hear you say that you love me,
    When I should have known it wasn’t true.
    It hurt when you ended up with other girls, when it should have been me.
    But what hurt the most, is when I lied to myself to believe you.

    Honestly, I wish things had happened differently.
    You were the one, at my side, when no one else was there.
    When I went through the worst things, you made me happy.
    When I wanted to die, you seemed like the only person to care.

    I don’t know what brought us together,
    But I know I wish it had stayed between you and I,
    Instead of getting what I wanted, I got what I deserved.
    I’ll always believe I deserved to shed the bloody tears I cried.

    I don’t understand what got me to say this,
    Or why I want to tell you everything,
    But I’m happy again, finally after not having you.
    And I’ll be honest; I can’t give it up for anything.