• little by little
    i can feel my soul drain
    not enough of course
    for others to notice
    but just enough for myself to realize
    eventually will all be lost
    will my soul die
    will i give in the the evil circling my heart
    will i disappear
    no one to notice i'm gone
    no one to care
    would that be better
    to just leave
    leave the sorrow behind
    will it get even worse?
    to the extent of which one couldn't bare
    better it will not
    this i am sure of
    or am i
    am I truly sure
    could this ever get better?
    why not give in
    give i to an eternal sleep of peace
    what is holding me back
    for the one who could is long gone
    or is he
    could it be,could he be alive
    alive deep inside me
    and the true reason to hang on
    is to keep him alive if only
    IF ONLY IN THOU HEART