You Said You'd Be There

• Artist: Quinavere
• Description: i found this today while cleaning out my notebook. its dated a week after the most devistaing break up ive ever had. it no longer expresses how i feel but i wont let it be forgtton.
• Date: 11/24/2010
• Tags: said youd there

'I’ll always be there for you’

Those are the very words you uttered,
The day you left this world.
I believed you;

Who can I trust?
I torture myself with these thoughts.
Now you are out of mortal reach,
I no longer recognise myself;
Those cold grey eyes,
Once so full of love and happiness.

Why did you let yourself go like that?
You left me trapped; so tired and helpless.
Sometimes I wonder what goes by
Day and night.

I dare not even look outside,
For fear of being noticed; I'm not the same.
So again and again I hide my face,
This torn, worn-out disguise.

Never will I go into the outside world,
not again without you;
The sinful world that foughtus down.

Dread turns into acceptance as my soul fades away,
For now I no longer have a fear of death,
But a fear of life.

Comments

[action3000]

this was amazing i knew how you feel i understand but boys can just leave you for another girl i understand also this poem was a miracle i loved it it made sense it made me feel

[starryluminara]

I'm sorry is all that comes to me when I read this! I know it doesn't make up but that's truly all I can say. You know I'm gonna love it because it just makes me remember...everything. I know you're gonna find someone who will say "I'll always be there for you" and mean it. I'm more sure of that then anything in the world.