• Almost Always

    Because you always knew
    you loved me,
    but couldn't find a reason why,
    but it was over before
    I said when,
    If I scream will you try to
    understand
    why I'm trying to move on
    from whats real,
    my heart needs time to heal,
    before you break it
    again....

    I am bleeding almost always
    when it rains I feel lonely
    when I cry I run and hide,

    So please listen to these lies
    sometimes they're all
    I have left of myself.

    If I tell you I can jump
    will you ask me how high
    If I could tie off my love for you
    I'd struggle to
    tie the knot.
    And when you're thinking of me,
    think of how I'm...

    Falling almost always
    tripping over
    this same old story,
    confused about direction,
    suffocated and
    hung out to dry,
    I'm such a burden to you.

    So when I leave
    you'll be grateful
    when I scream
    you'll hide away your fears,
    but when I awaken from this nightmare
    will you still be here?

    So I am,
    Running Almost always
    Trying not to get
    trapped up in your eyes.
    Please when I'm hurt will you
    comfort me,
    when I'm lost will you search
    for me,
    when I die
    will you die....inside....

    Inside I'm longing to find
    answers....
    till then...
    I will lie to you.