• I read the words you give me I understand the stories you guide me with but how do I follow when he follows in front of me how do I jump over to you and not let anything guide me on the wrong path off illusion it is what I want but what is what I need in life we all follow guide lines from our society religion I follow ur words in the little black book I rarely open and only open when I feel misguided I feel like ive lived this before and I don’t understand why I know what I know is it because I lived there before? Will you ever answer my question? my world is old my heart is young my mind has been rapped with all the thoughts … I stand here I stand there were did I belong their back then were with who what is my purpose I read the stories to guide me but I can’t seem to see even while I see the words understanding is not the issue but the grasp of the thought is what I need to believe lack of faith lack of love or too much fate full of love?
    love the emotion that is not an emotion but only as a part of satisfaction like a twin soul ripped apart n send to two different depths of thy world what’s there to believe let me know in your black book gives me answers I hear it all in my left I try not to listen to my right you lone memoir I embrace to my lost memoirs ancient in soul youth full fresh flesh only to recreate what was a failed flaw in the ancient of that putrefied angle of life