• It runs through my veins,
    Repeating in pulse,
    Thriving through me,
    Where ever I may be.

    Running through life,
    Catching my breath,
    Keeping quick stride,
    Thoughts receding in tide.

    Spreads to my lungs,
    And into my heart,
    Clenches my throat,
    Until my mind floats.

    Quickly I fall,
    Onto the ground,
    Gasping for air,
    Is anyone there?

    The feeling combines,
    With pain from my years,
    Goosebumps appear,
    I'm grasping at my fear.

    The coolness continues,
    building and freezing,
    All of my joints,
    Feeling agony at all the end points.

    It feels like icicles inside me,
    This new feeling I have,
    A blizzard beginning,
    My head is now spinning.

    The tears come next,
    Along with cursing and slaying,
    My every thought or dream in life,
    I feel as If I have been stabbed by millions of knives.

    Then you walk in,
    Into my room,
    I look up with dry eyes,
    A happy face and cheery sighs.

    My burden is my own,
    And only my own,
    No one knows what lies behind my smiles,
    Even if you sit with me a while.

    Am I finally Insane,
    Have I nothing to gain?
    There is no one to blame,
    But myself with my shame.

    -AllyAfib