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life sucks. a fat one. or two. today after school, when I was already in the parking lot, kate called me and was like "hey, i'm gonna be here till 4:30, so find another ride if you can." so, i asked kat, and she said "well, I uh, can't b/c, i have to uh, do some stuff... *run away*" me: stare *sigh* "Kenny, could you drop me off at home?" Kenny:"No! wait for kate!" me:" but i have to work tonight..." sad him: *silence* stare *walk off* then later, everyone was gathered around and I asked him again if he could drop me off at work, and he said "No! why don't you just ride the ******** bus!" and I just turned away and stopped talking to him. and he did the same. then allen (being the sweet adorable guy he is) came over and was like " what's wrong karyn?" b/c i was sitting on the ground and he sat inn front of me and i was like *sigh*"nothing...." allen: you have beautiful eyes!" Kenny: *tackle allen*
Me: O.O Kenny: "we're leaving" Me: "ok. bye." *uncaring* him:*ignore* Jacob:"Dude, I brought the duck tape!!!!" The guys:"lets duck tape the traffic cone to the front of the truck!!!1!!111!" so they ended up hanging around for a little while longer and when they were leaving kenny came over and was like "Hey, gimme a kiss, I'm leaving." and I was like "No" and he was like "now!" and i just said "no." so he was like, kissing my forehead and he was like "I love you baby" and i was like "fabulous" stare and he was like, "are you mad at me?" me:*ignore* him:"well, can i just have one kiss before I leave?" and I was like "No." and he just gave up and was like "Ok. later" and he backed up and was sitting there talking to jacob and i went over and was like "can i have a kiss?" I don't know why I did it, because I was still really ticked, but I did and so they left and I was left all alone in the laney parking lot. then, a little bit later, i was still sitting out there and they went by and kenny screamed at the top of his lungs "I LOVE YOU KC!!!!" and I was just like *wave*
so, in afterthought, i may have over reacted, but still... it's not like it was my fault across the board. he had had a bad day, but then, I've had a bad last 2 months, so.... I don't know.... i think I'm depressed. everyone is always like "What's wrong?" and something is, because i'm almost never happy anymore, but I don't know what it is that's making me so unhappy. crying I'm so sick of everything. I hate hearing people talk about other people behind their backs when their nice to their faces. Anything I say, I'll say it to the persons face. I don't care. we only have about a week of school left, and i will be very happy when it ends.... i'm sick of all this crap. I think one of my friends is writing the stuff on the walls that's about me, because I know the handwriting, but I don't want to put the name here. I told kenny about and he just told me i was paranoid. so, i dunno....
 CajunFaery · Tue May 17, 2005 @ 02:22am · 0 Comments |
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