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	Kut.
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i sit and watch the sun go down. my heart is beating and my black hair is blowing in the wind. my tears stream down my cheeks. all is silent exept the howling wind. my dog comes and sits by me. he knows something is wrong. i stare into the horizen as i pet my dogs soft, black fur. he looks at me with sad eyes. as if hes saying, it's okay to cry. i smile weakly and wipe some tears away. i regret alot of things and one of the things i regret most is my scars. i look at my wrist and see a bunch of red lines. yes, i thought i cut myself. no im not proud. still watching the sunset with my dog. he was sleeping. i continue to pet his soft fur. i deeply sigh and grabed the knife that was sitting beside me. then thought of wat mom said. Suicied is the most selfish thing you could ever do. my tears got bigger as i dug the knife into my wrist. mom's words echoed though out my head. Suicide is the most selfish thing you could ever do. my dog woke up and saw blood dripping from my wrist. he sniffed the knife and barked at me. he had a concerned look on his face. sorry boy. i said and he licked my face. then lay back down. it was dark now and the moon was full. i saw a beautiful sight that night. the stars and the moon. i regret alot of things...but wat i regret the most is wat i do every night as i watch the sunset with my dog. is Cut. I hope nobody else cuts. but i know alot of people who do. i wear black sweat shirts all the time, to cover the scars. i put my hair in my face to hide the tears. and i hide the empty hole in my heart i cover up with a fake smile. rawr :3 XRainbow_Eating_UnillamaX · Mon Dec 17, 2007 @ 11:35pm · 2 Comments


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rawr :3

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Gothic_Raindrops
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Tue Dec 18, 2007 @ 12:54am

holy s**t that is deep

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beautiful_disaster006
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Wed Dec 19, 2007 @ 12:35am

hey cheese that was amazing..... emo

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