I drew some drawings and now I can't wait to get home to play with them on my computer. >O> I hope they turn out good. I tried to draw a guy but then I got to the whole outfit/clothes part and dI made this face: ._____.;?
WHAT DO GUYS WEAR, REALLY? D: They clothes I gave him are simple and ugly. Whoo. I don't even want to look at him.
Am I okay? Yeah. Tired of not being at home. I'm not sure if I'm thinking right. Or if I'm tired of thinking. The things I used to give most of my attention to, the things I enjoyed doing before... Why don't I think about them more now? I feel like it has slipped from my fingers, and I'm not sure if I should take the dive to try and get it back again, or if I should let it go, becuase maybe letting go would be the easiest for everyone.. The past week I've been wondering what I felt hiding inside me and I think I just found it. I remembered the feelings I'd burried in a bottle in the back of my mind. It actually feels good to know they're still there now though. Stronge how wwriting in an online journal comforts me in the same way a shrink would :3 And it's cheaper!
Alright I'm tired. OR is the depresssion? :D Who knows.
I'll be home tomorrow, I promise. Anmd when I get home I'll fix up those drawings too.
I'mma go watch a movie now, okay? Hey, I'm really okay. Goodnight journal, please take care.
Goodnight for now.
 bittersweet93 · Sun Aug 10, 2008 @ 02:03am · 0 Comments |
