Ok so, i've decided to start writing about my life. There will be an entry once a week...
8/26/08- I just moved out of my parents house *angels singing* It feels great to be on my own i must say. My expectations of living on my own were wonderous...
I thought, "Oh how great it will be getting away from my mom, getting a beak from my chores that that b***h made me do while she was sitting on her a**..." I live with my sister and brother-in-law now, and I love them both very much. They fight...alot though. I didn't expect that,which I should have cause they fight all the time and they are always angry at eachother over something stupid.
My mother is a very controlling and over pretective person...I wasn't allowed to ride my bike around the BLOCK until i was 17. Now that i have moved I can do alot of thing I couldn't before. Like, i can watch whatever i want on TV. I chose to whatch the movie Saw last night... And after i was done throwing up, I set on my bed freaking out at every sound i heard and never went to sleep. Yeah I have now labled myself "Dumb a**" I've only been moved out of my parents house for a week and have discoverd a few things... I miss my Dad like to the point of tears, I miss my dog, I miss always having food, I miss spending time with my other sister, I don't like leaving home much anymore...and more importantly, I'm a really ******** up person... I punched the ******** wall yesterday...for no reason. I ripped my nose ring out, yes, i said "Ripped" I'm causing my bf and I to fight, (I also punched him yesterday lol whoopsie) I'm not caring about myself or anyone around me, and i almost died a few days ago...
You know those energy drinks? (redbull, rockstar, and monsters) Well I had 2 of the mega monsters...It stopped my heart... I don't remember much from that night.
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