<center> Ever Sat Down And Thought About The Future? I've Been Up All Night, Because I Can't Seem To Stop Thinking. I Wish I Could Just Take A Break For One Second And Sort My Thoughts Into Files. The Good. The Bad. The Scary. The What If's. The Doubts And Regrets. If I Could Just Do That, I Think I Could Be Ok Truly. I Was Reading Friends Journals, And It Made Me Realise Just How Much I've Gotten To Know People And Worked Into Their Lives, You Don't Know How You Make An Effect Or And Impact On Someone Till You Get To Read Their Thoughts. Not All Of My Effects Have Been Good. But Mostly They Were. I Hope.
I Didn't Realise How Many People Care About Me, Or How Many Lives I've Touched. Makes You Kind Of Think About Every Little Thing You've Ever Said, And Done. How It Has A Effect On You And The World Around You. And The People In It. I Want To Make The Best Effect I Can. I Don't Want To Be One Of Those People You Hear About That People Were Glad To Get Rid Of. I Want To Be Remembered For My Induvidlality. How I Helped Those I Could. How I Made A Good And Hopefully Lasting Impression On The World. With My Music And My Words.
Thats What I Want To Do With My Life. I Want To Make Music And Touch People With It. I Don't Care If I'm Ever A Big Rockstar Or Just A Small Underground Band. As Long As I Have A Effect On The People That Do Hear It. I'll Be Happy. I'm Very Glad I Have Ace. He's Been Very Surportive Of What I Want To Do With My Life, Told Me He'll Be There With Me The Whole Way. Alot Of People Would Have Told Me Either Forget What You Want To Do Or Forget Me. But My Babys Still Here With Me.
I've Made A Lot Of Mistakes In My Life, And I'm Sure I've Hurt A Lot Of People. I Just Want To Say I'm Going To Try And Make Up For Everything Wrong In My Past. I'm Sorry Whomever Out There I Have Hurt.
And For All Of Those That Were At The Tavern The Night I Did What I Did.
I'm So Sorry. I Can't Ever Tell You How Sorry I Am. That I Did Something So Selfish. And Conith I'm Sorry To You The Most. Your Like My Brother And I Know I Really Hurt You That Night. I'm Sorry Hank.</center>
 [.Moon.Child.] · Mon Nov 15, 2004 @ 09:37am · 2 Comments |
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