This isn't a good thing. And this is exactly what I knew was going to happen and didn't want it to. I've been with people since midday wed. Some of them slept over 2 nights in a row. I spent all Thanksgiving day with them, and parted ways around 4 o'clock when I got ready to go to work. Now I'm here and it's 11pm. I've been off since 9 and I've been alone the whole time. I called Kelly to see if she wanted to do something, as usual, said she was tired and didn't want to come out and do anything. She did ask her father if I could come over, but as fate would have it, he said no. So she told me she'd call if she changed her mind about coming out, which won't happen. Now I'm faced with the task of self entertainment...
... found someone to talk to. Trying to deal with the stupid neglection, that really isn't being neglected. I'm stupid, so stupid. Just because she said she doesn't want to come out doesn't mean she doesn't want to see me. But sometimes i just can't help but feel that way. I... I need to talk with her, seriously. Maybe tomorrow. It's these unnecissary moods that make me think I need prozac or something.
 melidserke · Sat Nov 26, 2005 @ 04:38am · 1 Comments |
