I swear i think my life loves to be miserable. my 1st stepfather decides that after 15 years he wants to make an appearance in my sisters lives. i think he is trying to brainwash them so he can take control over them or something. he would love to have a reason to laugh in my mother's face. and my youngest sister seems to be siding with him. which really pisses me off. she acts like he has changed. she doesn't even know cuz she was a baby! i was there damn it! this veil of lonliness has also fallen over me. most of my good friends are down at the W. and as valentine's day has gone by i'm given another reason to be lonely. i've never had a valentine. or a date or boyfriend ever for that matter. i've been attracted to many guys but they never seem to like me. i'm not attractive and i'll never be. so i guess i'll never really find a guy who likes me for... well me... tis a lonely and sad world out there ladies and gentlemen. lonely and sad. sometimes i don't feel like i have a future.... cry
 blackityblackityblack · Wed Feb 15, 2006 @ 07:31pm · 0 Comments |
