OKAY SO HERES THE STORY.
I GOT MYSELF A FAMILY, COMPLETE WITH PARENTS AND EVEN A COUSIN. BUT ONE RULE. NO TALKING TO AUNTY. BUT I WENT AND DID IT ANYWAYS. AND I AM SORRY IF IT HURT MY MOM AND IF IT HURT MY DAD. BUT I RUINED THE FAMILY. BUT I AM NOT A GOOD DAUGHTER AND NO PARENTS COULD EVER LOVE ME. BUT ROSIE AND JOHNATHAN TRIED. MAYBE, IF THEY TRULY LOVE ME, THEY WILL GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE. IM NOT EXPECTING ONE, SINCE I HAVE DONE WRONG. BUT DONT JUDGE ME. THE REASON I DISOBEYED MY PARENTS AND TALKED TO SAM WAS BECAUSE I CANT TRUST ANYONE. I WAS USING THAT RULE AS A TEST TO SEE IF ROSIE AND JOHNATHAN LOVE ME ENOUGH TO FORGIVE ME AND TRUST ME AGAIN. I EVEN TOLD SAM I WOULD LEAVE MY FAMILY. THAT WAS A TEST, TOO. SHE TOLD AFTER I ASKED HER NOT TO. SO NOW I KNOW I CANT TRUST HER. BUT ROSIE CANT MAKE THE DECISION ON HER OWN WHETHER TO KEEP ME OR NOT. I AM HURT BY THAT. BUT I AM NOT TURNING AGAINST THEM. I PROMISED ROSIE I WOULD NEVER LEAVE HER. AND A PERSON LIKE ME NEVER MAKES A PROMISE SHE CANT KEEP. SO, ROSIE, IF YOUR READING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM SORRY. IT WAS ALL A TEST. I CANT TRUST PEOPLE EASILY. ROSIE, MOM, CAN YOU FORGIVE ME? TO EVERYONE ELSE OUT THERE READING THIS, JUDGE ME IF YOU DARE. AND IF ROSIE AND JOHNATHAN CANT FORGIVE ME, THATS OKAY. I WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY SISTERS TO TURN TO. I MESSED IT UP, I KNOW, BUT I HOPE I CAN FIX IT. MOM AND DAD, I LOVE YOU. THE REAL QUESTION IS, DO YOU LOVE ME?
 LawIight · Sun Apr 11, 2010 @ 11:23pm · 2 Comments |
