I'm in love with this chaotic emotion. I am in love with the attention-starved monster, the attention-starved monster that is me. I have no need for human interaction. I hold human affection as only an external hobby. I have all I need in my fantasy world, where in my head, all my needs are tailored to. I exsist only to observe. Exist to seduce and depress for personal entertainment. I do not know how to love, i've never willed to learn. Every time I utter those words, it is to satisfy you. It's just to sustain your needs, to keep you complacent but not content. I cannot say I am not proud of my methods so far, they have without doubt paid off. With the slightest flick of my forked tongue I have won, rendered you powerless with style and ease. Your time is running out though. The clock is counting down the time until your demise. Until I elegantly rip your heart from our chest, and leave you, jaw dropped, in sadness. Leave you knee-deep in despair with water-blinded eyes. My leash is too long, yours too short. We were doomed from the start, an uneven split. One, that was not in your favor. I do hope my actions will count enough as an awakening. That they will shake you from your ignorant sleep. I will carry onto my next victim, as they are already in my cross-hairs.
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http://birdsoflove.livejournal.com/13647.html
DemonicOwlEyes · Sat May 22, 2010 @ 05:47pm · 0 Comments |