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Time moves fast, but future changes instant. The future is limitless. I tried to be brave and smile however, it pains my heart easily. I cant heal my scars in each part of my heart. There are many 'reasons' why I'm at this world but there's one answer that change me forever. Someday I hope to find my lost happiness, cure my wounded heart and move forward.

Believe it or not....This is what i miss these day I cant believe its already happening….. My life….my dreams….Its gone forever…and I will not see it again… If there is a chance, it will be back they way it used to be….. The way we laugh….the way we smile….the way we love…. I miss them….I miss you also….. Why cant you just give me a chance… You’re the only person that light up my darkness….. I don’t care how much you have done so much that you blame everything….. I do too….I believe we can solve problems together…… No matter how much you make so many mistake I cant blame you I always forgive you….. Why you move on already…? How is it better when you see me suffering with loneliness….. There is a reason why I cant move on…. I’m not going to give up on you…. You’re the only person that makes me smile…. You’re everything to me…. My heart is still in love with you… I just wish that wouldn’t happen to us….and everyone……. I’ve miss you so much…. Why your doing this to me...? So many questions that running through my head….There no way you could fix this cause its already happening I don’t want you to leave her…Be happy while I’m suffering pain and depression. Be happy….cause I’m very happy for you ( only the outside but not the inside i should say) Theirs is no happiness that will come to me….I don’t believe in happiness any more on my sake I don’t believe there would be someone out there going to make me smile… I’m very glad I finally met you and accept me to be your love…. Your love will remain in my lifeline…even if I forget about you, it will mark there forever…… If there a choice…then I want you to forget about me,my feelings for you and forget about this, and live with the person you truely love… Im sorry i broke the promise... Im sorry i did this.... Im sorry that i cause you guility and hurtful Im so truely sorry that....I made you do this... Without you.....Im nothing in this place I wish we could be together again…. I wish I could see you one more time..... I wish I could hear you say these 3 words that make me smile heart I love you heart  I-MissKabbii01-I · Mon Dec 20, 2010 @ 10:14pm · 0 Comments

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