Its been months and i've moved on. I need days...months...to get over my dperession and be myself. It does take times but i couldnt handle my depression. It made me loose myself and not to believe anything but saddness. I didnt believe it till the time has come to stop it. Yet i want to cry everyday...every moment...just to remove the pain in my heart but i fight my tears and smile. Sometimes i didnt feel any tear in my eye. I want to forget what i've done so it wouldnt come back. When my depression is gone, i felt all better but i do miss someone somehow. But what gives i need to move on and forget the past
Although the memories cant be destroyed no matter. When i have time to look at these precious memories...it made me want the past to become present. Do i want my old happiness back or get a new happiness...? Well that is really tough question but as day move then i'll get some answer or hints. I always felt like i need someone but no one haven't told me so i have to find it myself. It did cost my happiness but it can regain it right?
Well i did get everything.....or is there something i miss? Like my mind said, what i got nothing to loose or to keep it and you must live with or without it.
Cinquain
Friendship
Giggle, happy
Laughing, smiling, dreaming
Being alone with my true love
Love
Haku
My heart feel empty
As I walk this lonely path
I wish that i could...
A day will never be the same as yesterday nor tomorrow
 I-MissKabbii01-I · Mon Jul 18, 2011 @ 07:20am · 0 Comments |
