Everyone I really care about is loosing it. I'm really scared at the moment. I wish I was smart enough to help everyone. I want to be their best friend, I want to hug them when they aren't feeling happy -- and then hug them again when they're feeling better. I feel so bad that I can't be there, by their side, holding their hand. I just don't know what to say. Everything is wrong, and it's becoming generic and repetitive. It must be a bore talking to me about your problems. I really do want to help, but "oh that sucks" is all I can think about.
It's so unfair. They are always great to me, but why do they have to feel so down.
What I'm really tying to say is that you're an idiot. But not really an idiot.
I don't actually know what I'm trying to say here anymore. I just wish they weren't so sad. I can't force them to be happy, because that isn't right. But they should't be so insecure. I have amazing friends, but they don't see it. I don't know who to blame. Is there even anyone to blame? Probably, but acting upon that would be pointless because it won't solve any issues in the present.
Wouldn't it be great if 11:11 wishes actually came true? sad
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