It's been a while and quite a bit has happened. I've started hanging out at The local college, I'm gonna be trying to take classes next semester, so I figured, why not get used to the place?
I'm not at David's anymore. Drama just got way too stressful over there. I couldn't handle it.
I had a girlfriend for a little while. (Boy, did that take me through a loop or what?) I started staying with her to get away from the madhouse. that went well for a bit. Then we broke up. I'm still technically staying there, but i haven't stayed there since. I'm still not sure what's with that.
After that happened, I stayed at Corey's for about a week. I couldn't stay there forever though. Besides, he's in the process of moving (Just up the street, but still) So, I've been at Alacoy's for the last week. (yeah, fun) It's not too bad, actually. These people are still crazy, but I'm a part of the family.
I've taken interest in a different girl now. Her name is Toni (Antoinette) She likes Corey, but he's always swooning over a girl out of state. She tortures herself constantly and it kills me. I told her today. I wrote a little story as an analogy.
To be read in the voice of the old stranger from the game "Bastion"
Imagine if you will... A man preparing to take a leap off a waterfall. He's nervous, not knowing how to approach the edge. Suddenly, the edge is directly in front of him. He looks down. (never look down) He can't see the bottom, be there water, or rocks? what does he do? Does he back away with a cowardice fear, or take the leap despite the fear. The mist is rising, there's no way of telling, is this a good idea, or a deadly one?
He's trying to figure out the best way to get to the bottom. Should he test the water, see if he can climb down? Or should he just jump?
He's breathing heavy.
He jumps...
It's a long drop.
Smack. he hits the rocks below.
He picks himself up and starts to put the pieces back together. He has a small smile on his face as he's thinking,"It was worth a shot." and hey, he had the courage to take the leap this time. every day was an improvement on himself.
Each new paragraph has a few minutes in between. they were all separate posts on facebook.
If you're any good with analogies, you can already tell I got rejected. Oh well, life goes on. I'll see her tomorrow. I wonder how that'll go.
It seams we're all caught up. I'll be on again.
See you next drama.
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Keep in mind, things happen fast, so the most recent entry might be completely out of date. It kinda depends on the date written, I do these every few months or so. Or apparently there can be a year or two gap. WHO KNOWS?
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