Yesterday started out kinda scary for me as I was faced with having to go to John's place on Young St & pack up my stuff to move out. It was kinda scary because I didn't give him or anyone any notice about me moving. Roy, his parents & I had talked about me living at Roy's but I wasn't sure when I would.
Jess called me at Roys place to see why I wasn't home as I told everyone I would be back on Monday(after I was already at Roy's for 2 weeks going over that actually) I lost track of my days & thought it was Sunday night... Since I was nervous about what John would say etc about it all I didin't want to answer the phone. Roy answered the phone since I didin't want to talk, since it was 10pm, since Jess that called was sounding very rude on the phone & since I knew I was going to be moving out the next day I didin't want to talk to her or anyone.... So Roy told her I was asleep and to stop calling.
The move on Tuesday June 20th went way better than I expected. John was sleeping when I got there so I didin't have to deal with him seeing me etc or Dar as she was up North seeing her family. Roy, his Dad & I left Roy's place at 5:00pm & moved me out in 1h&10 minutes. It was 8:30pm when we got back... I didin't stop unpacking until sometime in the early morning. Aj & Jess were there babysitting John's friend Paul's kids. Nobody said anything to me other than Jess saying my mom called for me the other day. Dar called for Jess & I heard Jess say to her "at least someone isn't abandoning me" WHAT NERVE!!!
I moved for many reasons. Besides me wanting to not have to deal with everyone else's s**t & being able to just be with Roy I left so I wouldn't have to do the ton of dishes that were there(it was so disgusting!!), I left so I wouldn't have to pay rent for Dar who left her job for no reason & hasn't done anything to even try to help out around the house & to not have to pay Aj & Jesse's way now too. I left because of the ant problem & all the damage to the house like the faucet in the kitchen sprays water out so I'd have to buy a laundry card or I wouldn't be able to wash my clothes, the bathroom tub faucet can't shut off & the water damage to the ceiling in my room.
I left for other's benefits to... I left so Aj & Jess who are now living there(as they got caught lying to Aj's dad about where they were staying over night about 2 weeks ago....) They were suppose to be looking for work etc and Aj's dad said they could stay out overnight at Jesse's sisters place in Saint Catherines(if they were not doing that then Aj's dad would have wanted them home....they lied to stay out at johns & hang out) Johns dad ended up coming over that night & then Aj's dad heard so they got kicked out.... I thought having a room with a dresser & a bed would be better instead of them lying on the living room floor with nothing. Jess will need to eat more as she needs to nourish her and her baby and now it won't be like feeding even more people as Roy and I won't be there. Apparently nobody sees the bigger picture except for Roy, my parents and my friend Jc.
I feel bad about how I left but it's not my responsibility to have to pay rent when nobody else besides John doesn't or for me to be a chamber maid as Roy's dad put it as I'm the only one that does the cleaning up around there... maybe now there will be more of an incentive for them to get jobs etc otherwise they will have to move into a smaller place. The place is $800 or more & so far John is the only one paying rent and buying groceries. I was paying $300 for rent.
Now I wont have to drag my cat from Johns to Roy's, she has only been to Roy's & will be able to just be use to this place which I wanted.
Now I can be with Roy & not have to make sure it's alright if I'm out longer which is killer. we watched 3 movies for my first night here(one while it was still Tuesday and then it it finished in the morning and the other two in the morning) we watched White Chicks, The Cat Returns(an anime movie I found) and Liar Liar.
I have my own key to Roy's place now which is great so I can now go out for a Tim's with a friend or even to the store with no worries. I'm happy I'm here & Roy is too. He hooked my computer up & I have a dresser and china cabinet full of clothes.
I just hope that we don't wreck our relationship by living in the same place now etc.
Wow this is my biggest journal yet...I have to post it in two different posts lol. Aw you liked when I said it was the first time writing my new address?? that makes me happy that it made you happy. Sorry I like using your comp better lol but your right mine is a pos and before your computer I never knew you could have ones this big etc.
Aww your a meanie I hope you didint mean what you said about my kitten being a b*****d.... shes too cute to be one... sorry about your headphones..hopefully that will be the only thing she gets at.
Roy I love you & am so estatic to be here with you. Maybe we actually will be getting married by next year.
 SexyVixen · Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 08:37pm · 1 Comments |
