Sometimes i really wish life would just stop and give me time to c things clearly, like i did when i was a kid. god things were simple back then why cant it still be that way? i mean i miss just sitting with nothing to worry about and relaxing with friends and not having a care in the world! i miss the world i lived in when i was a kid the world that was safe and friendly! i want my wings back i want to fly free with no ties to the ground! i want to run far away and never look back or want to! i mean when we were kids we could do as we pleased with out anyone to say ur to old or act ur age. i hate it! i hate authority! i mean its like the tie u down to the ground and the world the want u to live in. i hate being told what to do! or what to believe or watch! i want to free myself from the shackles of the "no u cant do that" or "no u cant be that way" world! i'm sick of the you can'ts!!! no one controls me i am in charge of my life am i not! i think i speak i move i feel! am i not human as they are! i am the ruler of my life not those who wish to control me! i have wings and no one will ever hold me shackled to the ground any longer! i will break free from the bond that tie me down i will severe the chains that hold me here! and i will soar high and fly fast away from the conforming world and create a new world for the future! i will get out of this cage they hold me in! and on that day the old me will be gone, and my true form will emerge and gracefully fly upward and away. i will have a smile on my face that says i am free from the pain u have given me and the red hot poker that was once sitting burning in my chest will have been pulled out but my own hands and thrust into the ground as i leave everything behind! yes on that day i will be free!
 Willow17 · Mon Sep 04, 2006 @ 02:14am · 0 Comments |
