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I'm very lonely today. I haven't seen T in such a long long time. It feels almost like forever (and trust me, I know what forever feels like). I don't know what to do but I can't really concentrate on work. I would go bug T at his work but I know that he is very busy upholding the law and sentencing criminals and things like that. I don't want to get in the way of that and I know I will if I go see him. I know that I'll see him tonight but lately it just feels like we're miles apart.

I bought him a presant two days ago but I haven't given it to him yet. I know he's going to like it but every time I go to give it to him it just seems like the wrong time or he's pre-occupied with something else or something. I know I'm being stupid. I know that T loves me...

So why doesn't it feel like it? crying