today i found out that one of my friends dad died. i was close with his family. they treated me like one of them. he dad was the father i never had (in the sence that he was there). right now i feel very alone cause the rest of my friends hate me. my bestfriend is mad at me because his family... and for some reason he's blaming me. also i've been alone for a few weeks and i'm getting majorly depressed. to the point i was at over a year and a half ago... i never wanted to get back to that point... and i think i am... it's scaring me so much....
 Xx_666_jewl_666_xX · Thu Oct 19, 2006 @ 10:13pm · 1 Comments |
