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1.26.2005- confusion and clairty |
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so, I managed to both clear things up, get more confused and complicate things EVEN further. Yay, go me. So, last night I gave my friend (who coincidentally hooked me and Danilo up in the first place) the story on whats been happening. She takes matters into her own palms and confronts him at lunch because she was sick of hearing me complain about the "Debocle" (love square=me, danilo, joe and mr. X)
so after school while we're all hanging out, me and danilo were chillin and stuff and she comes over and was like "you two go talk!" and we were like, no, so she started talking and after a few minutes, he noticed Joe (yes, he was there too) was jumping on his truck so he went off and I turned to said friend and, in answering a question, I said "I am still in love with him and if at this instant, I had to choose between the three of them, I'd pick Danilo in an instant!" and here I snapped my fingers. My friend starts laughing her a** off. I was like, "WHAT?!" to which she replied "*giggle* he's been standing *snort* behind you!*manic laughter*" and I turn around and sure enough, he's about five inches from my back. eep.
So, about ten minutes later, the two of us (me and danilo) were in the grassy part by the parking lot and he had a stick and he was like, "hey! Come here!" because I was still standing over by the truck. So I went over and stood in front of him and we talked about... stuff and things like ... I dunno. and LeAnne took our picture or something. Then, a couple minutes later, I was getting ready to go b/c I was catching a ride with Kitty Kat (and her smexy firebird!<3) and I was getting my stuff off ian's car and danilo was like, "wait! where are you going?" and I told him I had to get a ride w/ Kat and by this time we were about 1/2" apart and he leaned in and kissed me. Then he kissed me again. And again. And again. We ended up making out some. No one noticed. At all. But so he finally said, "Go tell Kat I'm taking you home." so I ran over to kat and told her to go on home w/o me and went back and we stayed for about 10 more minutes and Joe and another friend (a girl) were huddling on the tailgate, so I didn't feel too bad about not paying attenction to him, but I'm really nervous about what Mr. X will say to me when I tell him. Finally, friend from earlier had to leave, so we left too and she was kinda shocked he was taking me home instead of letting kat b/c... ok, its like this. Me and kat and kate and kasey all live on this place called the loop, which is still in out school district, but its pretty far off from the school. Danilo and everyone else there lives right around in the neighborhoods near the school. so for one of them to take me home is way out of the way
So, me and danilo leave and on the way, he picks up my hand and holds it, which kinda shocked me. then, I was getting out and I gave him a kiss goodbye, which turned into tounge and then I started to get out and he grabbed me back then he did it again the next time I tried. So, I finally succeeded in getting out and I went to the mailbox to check for the mail, and he was backing out and he stopped and said "I love you babe." and I said, "I love you too" and he got this huge smile on his face and looked back a bunch of times as he drove off. so, I don't think we go out. the thing is, we both enjoy the being single, to some degree, but we also love knowing the other is there for us whenever we need them, which is how it was when we were dating, and even in the month-ish we wern't, only not to the same degree... ok, wow, this is long...
 CajunFaery · Thu Jan 27, 2005 @ 01:26am · 0 Comments |
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