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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US ASHKE<3 |
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(well it the next day but who cares lol) i cant believe ashke asked me to marry him, oh i love him so much heart heart like i could ever turn him down. we are gettin married secretly (cuz we r romantic ^.^) and when the ball hits the bottom, thats when we are maried heart oh, i have the greatest bf in the world heart heart some1 pinch me, this has to b some sweet dream that i never want 2 wake up from. ^///////^ gah i cant hold it in any more, I LOVE YOU KRIS!!!!!!!!!!!! you take away bad memmories, you level me out, you make me happier then i ever thought possible. and now that u r in bed, i miss u once again, lol. you are more addictive then cigz, but eww cigz r gross, and u r sexy, cute loving and more. im so glad u showed me how gfs are supposed to b treated. never felt so secure with any guy....thx u for loving me kris, crying im crying cuz im that happy lol. i feel like im floating, oh is that u doing it 2 me or is it the thing on my neck. i swear, if they dont cut it out, i will do it my self!!! (yea right, im terrified of ne1 going near my spine) Thats the only thing that made me cry when i was in labour, when they put the needle and soucher i think its called, its the plastic thingie they put inside your vein or in this case into your spine, in between it, gah, where all your nervs r, one slip up and they could have made me lose the use of my legs....im terrified that the thing apparently has grown down my neck and possibly in2 my brain....surgury doesnt scare me, unless its on my spine or brain. im thinkin they might b able to shrink it with some kinda crap in a needle. but when i was taking tests, for ballence and so on, well when i did the4 walking tests, i failed three and b4 we even started, when i stood up, my legs went out on me. then did hand tests, asked me question, then he felt it (im not gross dammit) he pressed on it and asked if it hurt ar all, i said no, but i feel dizzy and feel like im going to puke. which is not good. but by the time i get my mri done, i prob will b dead, always 4get 2 tell them ive had it for almost or mor then 2 years, geezez my memory is so bad i could have had it for 3 years, i cant rememberanything i did 2day except chatted with nan suri and ashke...cant remember what i did with my daughter for gawds sake. but thats wut pictures r 4, thx u loveless. lol, i remember things, but forget important stuff i dunno. gonna think good stuff, like my kris, my smexy smexy man heart heart heart
 lil_qt_cat1 · Mon Dec 18, 2006 @ 07:29am · 1 Comments |
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