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So, I'll more than likely post tomorrow night, since it will be after our huge date, but yeah... so our one year anniversary is tomorrow heart I'm so excited. He's taking me to build-a-bear, then dinner then... well, something i dunno, but i can't wait! heart
On a more angry note, I feel like everyone is just, well, ignoring me? Thats not really the word I'm looking for.... but yeah... Its like, I'll be left out of group stuff, and Kenny will be invited and he'll assume I'm invited, so he comes to pick me up and I don't know anything about it. crying AND all my guy friends are paying attention to our newest addition: my bff from Cali who just moved here. Monday night, I had to work so her and kenny and jacob and ian and someone else all went and hung out and then this guy Daniel kept calling me to talk to her... >.< I dunno.... it just upsets me because I feel like no one wants to hang out with me except kenny, who is also the only person who will stick up for me at all... Like today when I was sitting on Kenny's shoulders and Jacob came up and dead legged me (if you don't know what that is, its where you punch the hell out of this one spot in a persons leg and they can't move it for a minute[he does it all the time]) so everyone was laughing and I was almost in tears and kenny started yelling at him and he was like, "Don't you ever hurt her! I don't understand why you would do that to her!" and Jacob and Ian were just like, wow, he's snapped.... and I was sitting in the truck holding my leg and kenny told him if he did it again and he found out, he'd beat his a**, because he was so sick of everyone hurting me. And the sad part is that it happens all the time... because everyone who does can pretty much just hold me down or get someone else to... like one morning someone tried to take my breakfast so I stuffed it in my sweatshirt and about 6 people made a circle around me and started "messing" with me... which is basically kicking and punching me, only lightly... and trying to take whatever I have at the moment.... I usually end up leaving them, my FRIENDS, most of whom I've known since elementary school, and going to find someone, usually kenny, to protect me.... how sad... i have to get him to protect me b/c no one respects me... *sigh* I guess I'm glad for that... no one else does that for me....I guess thats why i heart him...
 CajunFaery · Sat Mar 19, 2005 @ 04:22am · 0 Comments |
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