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Story One
Chapter One

The wind blows and the moon glistens off the lake in a distance. The night is quiet, only the whistle of the wind could be heard. I stood there looking over the cliff out onto the lake's uneasy waters, my long hair flowing with the harsh wind, wondering why couldn't of been me? What had they done, that I hadn't? There was nothing I could do. I could never bring them back. It was an absurd idea that I could even try.
A tear drop fell down my cheek falling off my face. I quickly wiped it away and calmed myself. My whole family, all I ever had left, just gone all at the same time. My mother and father, my two sisters, my unborn brother, and my nana, there all gone, forever. If they had never gotten on that plane without me I'd be with them. More tears fell from my face as memories were brought back from 2 years earlier. Life seemed to get so unbearable without them at times and at others it seemed okay.
People always told me to look at the glass half full and to look at all the positive things I had going in my life. How am I supposed to do that when everything in my world has just been turned completely upside down? People dont understand, they've never understood my problems why would they start now? I looked out onto the water and took a deep breath bringing in all its beauty. I wiped the tears off my face and took deep breaths. After finaly calming down I took out a family photo with us all, kissed it, and held it to my heart before placing it in my pocket again. I looked down, took one last breath, and jumped off the cliff into the icy lake waters. I decided the world would be better without me. As soon as I hit the icy rough waters I went into shock and passed out.
Maybe mother was right...

to be continued





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