• time is short ..... to short for me . as i lay here . i think of what i have done in my short life, but yet long life.
    what had happen why did it happen? Yet i don't know why. i was told never to love , never to fear,but only to hate .
    I was told my life is for war and war only yet . the only thing i was told not to hate. I was taken a way . Way from
    my home. to this sufficating pale room with men cover they're faces. they bound me to a bed with my back to the air.
    they strip me bare. I can feel the cold knife run down my back as it was place in my spin. All i can do is cry. making no sound . crying cry

    Then the shot came next makeing me doze in and out. I remeder what hey did, they took my only true love.
    retrospection the pass.the passed is what they want and they will get it. my little breast on the cold dry ice bed, as they contine opening
    my back to take out my spin. i still could feel what they were doing,the way the bone moved inside of my small child like back.
    and hear the bones pop out of place. Like i said crying is they only thing i could do. My tears one by one hit the ground.
    my face truning white along with my eyes and hair. My heart racing ,about to come out of my chest.my nails start to grow faster.
    I trun, pushing them out of my way left and right. I could feel my fangs coming. My body told me it was time to feed and
    heal.
    My spin and the opening in my back healing with my shine white wings. fighting my way throught them not really knowing
    where i am going. running as far as i could befor i see a die end but ran into one anyway. i tryed to trun.to go another
    way but to later.they was there . "dam it! no way out of this place!" saying to myself. i could smell the gun powder as the
    guns were fired.i could see only black hole taken me away.

    I layed in the hot summer sun with the tall yellow,green grass that was around me.
    A small village to the north of where I lay .The grass is so tall the my small inmature human body could see over it.
    I was 500 years old ,Born on 1000.a.d I don't know the day ,thanks to the humans killing my Mother and father.
    I learn that humans change with the time but I would see the same souls be reborn . And I haved watched one soul for 500 years.
    Its a mans soul. He is not like the others. His soul is reborn every 100 year unlike the others, they are every 1000 years .
    today its May ,27 he is going to be here to day and once again I well look for him. I got up on my feet looking to see witch way is north
    so I jump up to see over the tall grass.

    I could see the village for a few second. Then wind started to blow, the grass danced along with my icey blue hair.
    I ran up on a old dirt road with humans walking and riding on horses.I could feel the dust under my bare feet. I was the last of my people.
    i walked up the dirt road as i walked i could not wait to see my love soul again. I get to fall in love with him all over again. But if he is
    not in this village. I would have to look for him and thats could take years sometime . The Rules for my people was if we fall in love with a human soul
    we would forever watch over them ever time they was reborn to this earth. And if it meant the cost of our own life we would throw it away just for
    the one we loved. The dry dirt dust blew in my face getting in to my blue eyes . It bruned so I sat down rubbing my eyes.

    Most Humans just walk by never help . but a young man stoped given me water to wash my eyes .
    "Thank you, sir." I said looking up . I was his soul he was the man i was looking for but had already been born .
    He got on one of his knees and smiled a said "Today is my 20 birthday ,And what I'm Looking at is a girl that needs a place to stay and food to eat."
    i smiled at him thinking how was he reborn so soon. but thats a good thing." good sir whats are you called?"i asked trying to look down.
    "And may i be of use to you ?"
    " Why dear child yes you may service of me! And I am called Will. " he said smiling at me and held out his hand." Now what are you called my child?"
    I Looked at him with my bight blue eyes and gave him a big smile . I had never had a name till i would see him again . so i smiled even bigger.
    I knew what he would call me but i wanted to see if he call me it again, when I first saw him he called me Nize. For the last 400 years.
    " i don't have one sir will....?" i said trying to look upset and about to cry.
    " No.... please don't cry .I will give you a name . What do you thing of that ?" will said truning my head up to face his dark
    brown eyes with his light brown hair.
    " Yes sir . That would be wonderful sir will!" My eyes meet his
    " some how i know you Nize." he said picking me up ." but quit calling me sir will its just will,my little Nize."