• Long have these years passed whitout you two by my side ,Long have i missed those hugs and the warmth from your smiles...I can describe in words how i feel and what to do..I am lost i am lost i can no longer sit idle and just remember you i need to be strong and fight this cursed Depression this cursed life im in..I need to gett me a life worthy a human being to live in! i want to reach out and feel the sweet loving air of freedom and the realease from these chains im wearing like a phunisment . sometimes it feels like i am meant to suffer more than others..i mean i dont see myself as diffrent but at the same tie i do? i am split minded ..and it is my destiny to rise and rise...My word to you is NEVER give up! NEver lose hope and i can say that for i have yet to find my way througth life .