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im just so sick of life every things a blur and i just want to cut just a little too deep and just end it all now. it may seem like i have a greata life and im just so happy but i feel worthless i havent seen my porpus yet and i dont know what to do day after day i feel like im just nothing yes i have a wonderful boyfriend but i dont wwant to get to close to soon its all too hard life is just a waste of death and death is a waste of sorow so why llive?