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YAY MORE ANGST!!!!!!



I is sad and angsty biggrin I'm a little ticked off at Lang for not telling me she was going to AN. It would really have made my weekend a lot better.


I was pretty happy over the weekend until about 1 hour ago. On Friday night I had hooked up with some girls and had a good fun time. However when I talk to them now on msn one of them only wants to be friends and I think the other one blocked me. stare So I guess my love life ain't to good right now

Not only that but I have been doing shitloads of school work and I am tired physically and mentally. I would do anything to just go out right now, get on my motorcycle and just ride out. Unfortunatly I can't as:

1. Its a ******** school night

2. Gas is effing expensive

3. Where the ******** would I go?


I'm no old enough to drink, there arn't any partys or concerts tonight. All of my "friends" are either assholes, to different from me, or have the same problem as me.

Which brings me to another point. I have almost no friends. My best friend is currently taking Lithium pills to keep herself from offing herself. Her boyfriend who is one of my friends, now hates me b/c he thinks that she is cheating on him with me.


All of this makes me angsty and lonely :cry


I ******** hate being a teenager. I know this is selfish of me lol But I hate being so dependant.


In short I'm an angry little teen.