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Stacy and Mike for Never
Bye: Denise
“Coffee's like crack for white people”


I can’t believe it I should have lessened to all of them warning me about him. I am so stupid. He seemed rely nice and he is soooo very HOT. He has short sandy blond hair, a six pack, buff shoulders, and he is the best runner in the track team. I cant believe it at all!!! Ever since me and Timmy broke up life has been the same. The days seem to go by slower. A month after the big break up I started liking this guy named mike. He goes to the same school that I go to. Mike is a sophomore and I am a freshmen. Mike is a tall skinny blond hotty. I thought that he was nice. When he finally asked me out I was so happy that I didn’t even listen to my bff’s warning me about his bad habits.

For the first 4 months it was just like a dream. Then in April my mom died and a month latter my dad passed away. I had nowhere to go to. When Mike found out this he offered his house to me and said “his house is my house” ever since then we have been living together. And it was wonderful, in tell July. July came around and I started knowtesting some of the bad habits that my friends told me about.

Almost every night he would go out and party. When he got back home he would be so drunk that when he comes inside he would start to yell at me for no good reason. After a week of being treated like s**t I told Mike that if he keeps on yelling at me that I am going to leave. That’s when it all happened Mike was not drunk the night I told him this. He started yelling and punching the wall. I was so scared I did not know what to do. Then all the sudden he threatened me “ill kill you if you leave me”. when the words came out of his mouth I ran away and my legs would not let me stop running intill I got to Molly’s house

Molly was so happy to see me that she forgot to take the pizza out of the oven. We stayed up all night, because I could not get to sleep. So I told her everything that happened. The only two things she said about it was, “I told you to stay away from him but did you listen to me NO. You need to dump him and find someone that your friends like”. After that we had a nice conversation about school and are ideas for the summer.

At about 2:00 I started to realize that once again I don’t have anywhere to go to. I could stay at molly’s house for a week then her parents will come back home. Molly’s parents are3 nice people they only want the best for molly I guess. Her parents do not like molly hanging around me because “I am a bad influence”. Well I guess I kinda am a bad influence.

Ever since molly met me her grads has been going down and she has been getting in trouble a whole lot. Once molly heard her parent’s conversation about what kinds of friends she should hang around with. … “Molly really needs to start hanging out with older girls…she should not be around with that girl what’s her name? Oh that’s right its Stacy….I swear if I ever see that girl again I will call the cops on her,” that’s what her mom had to say. Since then I have not went to her house. Now I find myself here again like old times hopping that her parents wont come home soon.