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I'm just like Midas..except everything I touch turns to crap. I've always amazed myself..what with my ability to turn the nicest day into the most horrific one..my ability to take the nicest person and make them sad, mad, and angry..my ability to push the one I love most far far away. No one deserves this..especially him. And I feel so bad..I really do, but I don't know how to fix things..and I'm sorry has become so meaningless. Soon I won't be forgiven anymore and I'll be right back where I started..running from person to person looking for love and attention. That's my biggest problem..if I could stand still long enough to confront all of my problems maybe I'd be ok..but running is easy and staying is hard..What do I say? What should I do? How do I change my biggest flaw?