yeah... hey, what's up guys? really not much to talk about these days, huh? i'm not feeling too well... my tummy hurts alittle.. like, you know that feeling when you've done something wrong, and you feel really bad about it? that's what i'm feeling for some reason... but i don't know why. what have i done to feel guilty about? well, i guess if i did something bad and just don't remember it, i'm sorry. or if it's something i was going to do, i'm sorry for that too. i don't know. i just keep getting these bad memories. memories i should have-- or really want to-- forgotten about. i guess i'm most sorry to michael. i'll tell you why once i find out for myself. maybe there's just a part of me that just won't leave. i wish that part would just die already... 3 years is long enough. i don't want to feel like this anymore. i probably look like a loser right now. maybe i should be sorry about that too. sorry.. for whatever it is.. sorry.
but, hey. let's not be entierly emo! the great claire belton (my hero) has come out with the cutest rings in the world! [link] my favorite is the heart wing ringā„ and there's a necklace to match! oooooooo! i want one so bad, but my mom won't let me buy one! she says they're too expensive. they're hand-made! of course they're expensive! claire has to make a profit somehow! i wish i could have that heart wing ring, or the necklace.. or both.. they're sooooooo cute!
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